We must resist, not as a last act of desperation,
But as a first act of creation.
O School with Cheryl after Os! 
Stella and Rachel stayed over yesterday, fed alcohol to the stuff toys LOL. Stella turned red. And she looked healthier.
Played cards, watched Love Wrecked, drank, cooked, laughed, slept. LOL.
FUUUNNNNN.
And Rachel is gna get fat coz she ate like half the plate of that thingy at 1 am. Wheeee.
I want more sleepovers!
Byebye. I’m going to tackle my art.
STEP. UP. 2. WAS. AWE. SUM.
PERIOD.
I’M GOING TO WATCH IT AGAIN MANZXZ.
GAAAHHH.
I’M GOING NUTS.
NEED AN OUTLET.
DANCEEEE.
I just realised something. And it kinda started my heart up again. {:
Cause I’m in too deep, and I’m trying to keep,
up above in my head, instead of going under.
I’m sorry about the pw on the last post but I really don’t want any Tom Dick or Harry reading it. And its very conflicting so you guys may think I’m insane. Which I think I am.
Bball with TWJ Char HL Eugene & Pod. Got whacked by my own ball so damn many times. TWJ and Pod were being bloody retarded and doing their stupid Shaolin bball stuff. LOL. And Eugene just randomly kicked the ball and it flew into the net o.o (WAIT HE KICKED MY BALL?!) >:@
Was quite tired after all the fun and went to Haato to eat. Char let me try her spag and I ended up eating everything :X TWJ let me eat his waffle! Yaaay. Everyone squished into my parent’s car after that and dropped off at BB. Sorry HL! ):
I was horribly late for Emath coz I was so damn frustrated and my emotions were just really overwhelming and I sat at home doing nothing but argue with Tomson >:@
Was over an hour late, but I caught up within the break LOL.
After that YQ Char Amanda Stella and I went to Sky Garden to talk cock. Oh wait Char went for Choir. Amanda drew a Hitler star on my neck and I washed it off and made her do it properly :X Did the power button between my scars too!
Oh yeah turn me on baby.
Started raining like fuck and Stella skipped Geog to go to Orchard. Met YL, bought the crumpler and headed over to Stella’s. I wore the plastic bag the Crumpler came in to shield my hair while we walked to her house (We missed a stop >:@)
Bathed Scott, brushed and cut his hair SO FUNNNN. Oh HAHAHA Scott peed on the crumpler HAHAHHAHA. OMG so damn funny. Anyway we wasted our time on Friendster and left for my house at around 5.
Rachel came over and left at 12 ): We watched Hard Candy. My favourite movie of all time man. <3 Daideed with Stella and I was so blur I kept losing >:@
Sleppppttttt at around 1, and when Stella woke me up I was like “5 more mins… Later la..” And we ended up waking at 7.45 when she first woke me up at 7. Awesomeness.
Art was really dreary, and it was really cold. We went to the NUS museum and I was just freezing my ass off in there ): I left early at 3 with a fucked excuse.
Damn sick. Almost fainted at the MRT. Maybe coz I saw Mr Peh on the bus LOL. Wonder why he didn’t ask me why I skipped Phys. Ah well.
Um, got home in one piece, Tomson’s smses kinda kept me awake.
Got a call from my mom saying that my Dad had to go to the hospital.
:/
My bro was MIAed till 11.30pm, and I was so sick I could barely stand up. My whole spine feels like someone is constantly applying pressure to it ):
Hai. Tried to sleep for awhile.
> Doing my physics TYS now. LOL fucked up questions. There was one on a pole vaulter and the question went:
“Explain why the maximum speed that he can reach is 8.4m/s. “
There is air current holding him back/ physics hates him.
I HATE SCIENCE!!!!
Today.
Missed Horton with LJ and Cheryl ): Sorrry!! Next time k? <3
Dad’s on leave so I can’t do anything much or go out. Even if I could go out I wouldn’t want to :/
Nothing much, did some work and lazed around. Might be meeting up with Merv or K next week to hang. I don’t think I can make it :/
Quit the band coz its too awkward rightnow.
Tomson came over for a few minutes just now to give me my last hug and kiss. (:
Everything fell into place after that, and now I feel like I can finally move on.
Thank you.
And please don’t keep thinking about that thing, coz it may really be for the best, and who knows, new doors will open for you over there (: So don’t dwell on it k I’ll always be here for you as a best friend and confident. If you still want me as your bestfriend )):
Oh, my mom found out about my alcohol stash and she confiscated everything! >:@ I told her to return me the money I used to buy the drinks LOLLL. She told me I could drink it (when my dad wasn’t around)
And I can talk alot of cock to her and she’ll respond quite maturely. I realized my mom is quite smart. LOL.
I love my mom.
But shes kinda harsh towards lesbians so I can’t tell her I’m (kinda) bisexual.
You can’t hide it you might as well embrace it.
Jesus.
Yes don’t point to me and go OMG SHES LESBIAN?! because I’m not a lesbian, thank you very much.
Yet.
But honestly I don’t think I can be a lesbian coz I’ll be neither a butch nor a lipsticklez. LLAWL. Aiya, see how it goes ba.
Quote Tomson: “Its not a fact, but a choice.”
And I remembered that line being in at least 5 of his smses. Yes he can be really irritating at times (JKKKK) No actually he is. When he makes stupid noises on the phone =.=
Me “I think being a bisexual is good because you got more choices to choose from.”
Mag&Stella “WTF??!???????”
Me “WHAT?!”
Mag&Stella “…..uhm…”
Me “):”
No one is taking me seriously!!! ):
Argh my migraine is overwhelming.
Should stop shopping for Loungefly items LOL I’m going brokeeeee.
And STELLA! CALL ME K I NEED YOUR HELP IN SOMETHINGGGG!
$$$$$$
Bye bye people. (:
—-> Verticallippy/eyebrowww!!
Oh yeah inquired about the venoms and Aidil said it was dangerours. *whines*
}I’m worth nothing if I don’t put in effort into anything.
Watch me.
*edit*
Oh man dilemma, tmr I have to take pics of CQ for art, and my dad’s still on leave, and Rachel and co. are going to the zoo tmr too, and I don’t want it to look like I’m psing them, and I’m ponning art and I don’t want Lim/Toh to call me. Ahhhhhh!!!! I may go get an mc for tmr to clear the school stuff up first, but ah Rachel if you see this I love you k babe but I really need this to finish my write up for my Os ): ): ):
I feel so guilty! ):
On a lighter note, Mag is sooooo cuteeeeeedisgusting.
I smsed her,
“HEY MAG CAN YOU GO OUT WITH ME TMR ): !!!”
“Sure. But aft my lit remedial,baby 
“
AAHAAAHHAHAHAHAHA!
And then I smsed Stella, whose sms reminded me that they’re going to the zoo tmr!!!
OMGGG >:((
I want to go to both places, but I think my art is more impt. GRRARH.
Hate it hate it HATE ITTTTT!!!!!
